i wonder if anybody’s actually had feelings for me, like actually got upset or mad over little things i did and got jealous and confused over me and thought about me on a regular basis. i feel like i’m the only person that ever really cares about anyone and that nobody’s ever felt that way for me.
i love it when my friends don’t tell me when they are hanging out.
i love spending saturday nights at home alone on the couch.
i love feeling like the second choice to all of the people in my life.
so much love in my life at the moment. i need a change. i need something exciting to happen to me. i’m sick of just going through the motions.